On my mind

 I never have a moment when this little guy is not on my mind.

• In dream land he is always with me.
• When I wake up in the morning...I can't wait for the happy sleepy face to come around the corner.  
• Being present when we are together...and reminding myself to be present...everything else can wait.
• When cooking how can he help...will this be balanced enough for him or what will he think.
• Thinking of ways he can help and inviting him to help me with projects and chores.
• When he is at school I often think about what he maybe singing, creating and how much fun he is having, playing and learning...my social little one.
• When I'm at work I remember I'm Maxx's mom, and wanting the best for him and I.
• When at work I focus finding joy in the hardest tasks and laugh...my growth and experiences...will be wisdom I will share with him later. 
• When I'm at work I share Maxx stories, pictures, sweet and funny moments.
• When I have not seen him in hours I am thrilled when the time apart is over.
• After time apart and I see him... I get so excited it takes my breath away!
• His hugs can make any major big problem seem so tiny...sometimes silly.
• When I get frustrated and stressed...I see him giving me a thumbs up...and things get a lot easier.
• In class...learning more about Waldorf education and knowing how Maxx will enjoy the grade school and high school...seeing him in the lessons and in my art.
• Out with friends...conversations about him
• Planning out the week and what he and I will do

•  I try to be aware to what I am doing and saying knowing I am his mother and his most influential teacher.
  
  ...ALWAYS there!!!
  I love you, Maxx!